so im at work today and i completely forgot that the doctor is on vaca next week... so i have absolutely nothing to do...............
i knew i should have grabbed Twilight before I left the house this morning.

Posting my christmas list...
why?
because i want you to buy me stuff...
no not really im just at work and had to put it somewhere so i could have it when i got home.
i know i could have just emailed it to myself but..... SHUT UP!

1. crockpot
2. cricut with a couple cartridges
3. kitchenaid stand mixer
4. tattoo money
5. wii fit (lol like i have a wii...)
6. membership to a gym (possibly with childcare)
7. side tables for my bedroom
8. remote car starter
9. gift cert. to get car detailed
10. a/c moore gift cert.
11. hot topic gift cert.
12. dunkins gift cert.
13. money
14. winter jacket/hoodie type thing with fur inside!!

what a day of mixed emotions...
what the fucking is going on in my head.
one minute im up and the next i am down.
i wish i know what was happening

id give anything to find my "Edward"...................
or feel love at all in that case.

This is how I feel today...

today is a total clean the house day.... hopefully the LO cooperates!!

heres to starting CORE on WW...
hopefully i can drop some more weight!
*luck*

i can already feel the stress building.......